Day to Day

I've been feeling kind of out of things lately. I'm not sure what the problem is, or if there even is a problem. I'm just feeling kind of...I'm not sure how to word it. It feels like I'm moving on with my life, but it feels too soon. I'm nervous that the longer I feel like this, the worse it's going to hit me when I realize it all over again. I have been avoiding anything that reminds me of the fact that I placed, which is stupid. It's not like it's going to go away. I'm not sure what my deal is. Just letting you know I have more things to say, I'm just having a really hard time doing it right now.